Juni-Anker

Ha! I hate my job. No surprise... But I've managed to just do it because I get my paycheck and it makes it look like it ain't that bad. Today was absolutely unbearable. I had to literally drag myself out of my bed and then take a shower and get ready. It's quite hard for me to have breakfast bc I feel like throwing up every time, but if I don't I spend the whole morning dying bc of the pain in my stomach. I could hardly work actually. I had this feeling of complete and deep frustration... I did not even want to talk to anybody at all. It's been quite some time since I hadn't had a day so bad as this one. But thank God it's already over.

I'm hungry, I will eat something. I'm thirsty, I'll get something to drink. I'm tired, I will take some rest. I take these for granted. I know where to get food, where to get water, where to find my bed, and if I feel like, I have access to them. I need you, I know where you are... yet I don't have you and I can't get to where you are. As simple as my basic needs is this longing. It will not go away, it haunts me. I wish I had more power to change things, or to move the world somehow so that you and I are not apart. It's funny how life reveals where things are and lets you have them for some time, only to take them away from you as some s